Monday, April 26, 2010

Reflections of An Ex-Control Freak

Almost a year later & this is my 2nd post....No words. I forgot I started this. Thank God for a friend's encouragement. Then it took some time to decide what to write about.

Alright so it's been about a month since I got out of a 3 or 4 year long relationship. It was over long before I ended it officially. No heart-break or harsh feelings toward my ex. I realize my faults in continuing with this relationship, especially when the signs and signals were there early on. On top of the fact that God told me it was temporary.

I made it to be more than it was supposed to be & for that I am regretful. Don't get me wrong, I am not beating myself up. Just reflective of what I've learned and the revelation of what my actions implicate as a child of God. My actions said I did not trust Him.

And that is the biggest revelation I am getting out of this right now. More elaboration to come :)